Wednesday, Sept. 19, 2007 - 8:49 p.m.
Yeah, so, I have been divorced for a million years. I have dated since then, but have really guarded myself from really developing feelings for anyone. I mean, no risk, no heartache. Right? I wish I were confident enough to just let go of my protective barriers and learn to risk again.
Now that I am "working" in a "young male dominated industry" I am surrounded by reminders of what I do not want, but it does make me long being, well, in love.
I have never had a relationship that really ended well, and I am getting to the point in life where I really have to start taking care of myself -- both mentally and physically.
I just wish I knew how.
OKINAWA
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