Monday, Mar. 03, 2008 - 8:00 p.m.
I'm in love!
Monday, Feb. 25, 2008 - 8:04 p.m.
Today I am:
hesitant
insecure
self doubting
untrusting
All of the signs are there. The three hours phone calls, the private jokes, the coming over for no reason, the glances.
And yet -- despite what the world sees, and I feel, I am trying to run -- kicking and screaming -- away from what I know I want. From whom I want. I am throwing away happiness with both hands.
It is the little things that make or break me. An email, a text, a call. With them, I am everything -- without them, I am crushed.
I want to tell him, but I am afraid that I will loose everything. To me, the little things mean everything.
OKINAWA
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